New things in my life:

my hair is blonde

moved to nashville

finding happiness

jesus loves me...this i understand

wood floors

cubicle hell

new congregation

great beginnings

love you all...my life is looking up, and my dreams are begining it look a bit like my day to day.

So, it's the week after Thanksgiving.  I love to hate this time of year, but the moment when it arrives I can't help but be completely in LOVE with it.  I hope this holiday season is one with cheer for all.  I move hopefully in 6 weeks...I am truly scared to death.  But, I am going to have amazing roommates, amazing friends, amazing experiences, and an amazing life.   So many people have asked..."Why are you moving to Nashville?"  It's like if I'm not moving for a guy then what's the purpose of going.  I simply tell them..."cause I have a right to be happy."  Love you all. 

Minus the zits on my face and bags underneath my eyes...this is my new hair color.  I swear I'm channeling the character Addison Montgomery.  You know though...I have truly learned so many things about myself through that character and feel like I am that person.  However, I am not 5.9 and nor do I weigh 115lbs...but I am in need of a life overhaul. 

i try to update this thing, but the time i have to think i'm usually sleeping!

so, update on my life.  this past saturday i started a 2nd job...why you ask...no i'm not totally broke and need a 2nd job to support by expidentures, and not i don't have a drug habbit that is taking all my money from my first job, and no i'm not running from something and trying to fill my spare time with meaningless work...I'M MOVING TO NASHVILLE JANUARY 2008!

so, any one wanna support this mission trip i'm taking...the mission being me getting the heck outta dodge and finding myself...send checks, cash, or money orders too 600 college....wait, ha ha...i'm kidding.

i'm gonna try and get on this thing more...

also...for all you grey's fans out there...yesterday i saw a women almost die...her eyes rolled in the back of her head and she went limp...the nurses screamed "CALL A CODE", which in greys terminology is "CODE BLUE!"  i was sent to the unit over to get the crash cart...honestly my heart and adrenaline was pumping the hardest it ever has.  i see how adrenaline alone can getcha going...i think today i'm suffering from post traumatic stress syndrome.  i felt like a hero!

i'm sitting in danielle's apt in orange county, california...

so far, laguna beach is my fav.

Hi Friends...

I sometimes forget about this xanga world...although I do read all your post, I just simply forget to write myself.

Today I fly out for Los Angeles to see Danielle.  I am ecstatic.

The next 6 days should be joyful.

Pics will soon come.